June 2011
I feel like there are hands around my throat. This is creepy and sedating at the same time…
why do i even try.
Enjoy your youth. You'll never be as young as you are at this moment ever again
For god’s sake. Does a promise count if you weren’t in a right state of mind when you made it? What if you don’t even want to keep it? My philosophy is that if you don’t stick by the standards that you have, then you none. Stand by your word. I never would have made that promise if I was sober though. AHH.
I want to make new friends. I want to go to a decent party instead of hosting one. One is possible but hard to figure out. The other requires patience.... fuck.
